To my family and friends..

http://chriztoburd.blogspot.com

I'm sorry about my behaviour lately...

I've been acting strangely.. weirdly..

I don't know why and I can't explain it myself..

But I haven't been myself lately..

(to those who need to ask, NO this has nothing to do with LOVE)

My mood has been all over the place..

but it's been spending a heck lot of time in the 'bad' corner..

for no reason, I get angry.. get mad.. get frustrated.. about what? I have no clue..

What's even worse, I've been feeling very weak and tired all the time lately...

...even though I'm not sick!

I can hardly gather enough energy to stay awake..

I've tried exercises..

I've tried coffee..

I've tried Red Bull..

I've even resorted to slapping myself constantly (true story)..

but it does not work.

Should I see a doctor about this? I've never been like this before.. it's very abnormal...

Once again.. Sorry to my family members (especially mom) and sorry to all my friends..

I've made you worry unnecessarily, I may have even hurt you...

But believe me when I say I DON'T MEAN TO!!!

argh..

::Chri[B]Z::